its been too long.
I haven’t been busy
There really is no excuse.
I was just slacking I guess.
I didn’t think I had anything to write about.
But I guess now I do.
There is this boy,
And he is only talking to me
Because he wants something out of me
And it scares me.
We will be having a nice conversation
When out of no where
He says “When can I kiss you”
And what I want to say is: “Never”
But instead I say “Later.”
I’m so scared of hurting his feelings
That I’m not saying what I need to say.
What I need to say is: no….because you are
I feel like people don’t say what they need to
They say what they think is important for them self and that is it.
But really, you need to say what you need.
If that makes sense.
Don’t hurt yourself because you are worried about hurting
You should be more important.
They are damaging
That is abusive.
The phrase: “if you love me do this”
Get out of that situation.
Because nothing is more important
You are important
Don’t stay in those abusive or scary situations.
Get rid of them.