If you guys thought
that my last posts
were very off topic and
random
wait until you read this one.
So basically
I did
really
really
really good this term.
Which is kind of hard,
because I have to do excellent next term
and the next term
and its just a big problem
because
Its hard to live up to my own standards
let alone the rest of the worlds,
my parents,
my friends.
I am kind of
ready to scream
Because under all of the pressure
I am cracking.
I’m not doing very well at just
doing my best and forgetting the rest.
Its just my nature
to want to do things
perfect,
flawless,
without mistakes,
with ease,
and
all
by
myself.
But,
It
doesnt
work
and
that
is
the
most frustrating
thing
in
the world
I just
cannot
handle it
right now.
Really.
Ugh.
Not mine..I wish it was because I can totally relate to this lady who is done with all the same crap that I am. Idk…it speaks to meeeeee. Lol…enough rambling. K. Bye
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