“I regret to inform you but I’m afraid your daughter is….different. She thinks for herself. You may want to straighten her out.”
-Society
Today, a dear friend of mine,
told me my blog
wasn’t a normal blog.
I guess I kinda knew that
But it was nice to hear.
People really don’t understand how much
what they say really means to a person.
I mean, I get it.
You could be totally honest
and not really intend to make this persons day,
just pointing out the obvious
but it does. It really does.
Also,
I’m in a funk.
Not like the uptown funk,
but like
I have no motivation.
To do anything
At all.
I just want to
sit and stare
at a screen. All. Day.
And I noticed something.
Everything we do is in a box.
We sit in a box.
We live in a box,
we drive in a box,
we stare at a box for entertainment
we read boxes,
we write on a box.
All these dumb boxes make me want to scream.
I WANT OUT OF THIS BOX!
Maybe thats why I like running..i dunno.
I like to be outside because for once,
Im out of this dumb box.
You feel me?
Lets get out of the box together.
Not mine..and Im awkward and different and Idk. IS that a good thing? Sometimes I wonder……PS. This was for Natalie. Love you babe
Ramblings 